Dark Thoughts

I hate you,
and I want you dead.
I'm sick of pretending that everything is ok,
when deep inside it's nothing but an ugly, dark, chaotic storm.
Sick of self-pity.
Sick of false hopes.
If a dark wish and an evil soul means salvation, sweet release;
then may Darkness & Evilness encompass me as long as there is breath in my lungs.
I long for your death,
for your reduction to nothingness
for your influence ceasing to exist.