I Lied

I am jealous.

I know I seemed ok and nonchalant about it but I am not. I was jealous. I am jealous. I know I pretended that it did not bother me but it did. I am jealous. I don't know why and I don't know how. I just know I am and I know I am not supposed to be nor am I suppsed to care. Well, I am and I do.

I miss you,

and I'm jealous.